hey, not sure many of you noticed, cuase I sometimes just go weeks without posting but I've been away for the past 5 days becuase my computer broke. And I dont mean just oh darn its running slow or it wont open this or that... I mean nothing worked the screen was black the computer was just dead.

its been hell too cuase I love my internet too much. :( but its nack now but im still very cautious about it. i dont want to brake it again. and the fact that its failed twice tonight doesnt help but it hasnt failed since i've been on it. only when my mum is on it.

I think thats the thing my mum just screws it up. seriously. she was the last one on it on saturday when it broke down. and when ever she uses it it crashes. its gotta be her... it just has to be.

but anyway its back im when ever my mum needs to use the computer i'll probably sit behind her and make sure nothing happens which sucks cuase it means I will have to sit next to her for more than 10 minutes and try not to get angry at her or throw up becuase of the smell of smoke i sweare her chain smoking is getting too much!!! anyway.

I think Im going to go to bed now. Im so tired. all this week I've been doing long shifts at work and im so tired, its really back braking work cleaning up after slobs! and cooking for them too. and hell today was well hell. so many people came in today and two people left at the worse posible times and at 3 I had to do two peoples jobs on the dinning area. but at 4 i got a brake thankfully. and if your reading this rob. im really sorry you had to go on dinning area. but at least you got to go home after. and oh god. it was so sick!!! i dont know if you wanna read this but i have to tell someone its just gross!!! I'll cut it so if you dont wanna read how sick it is you dont.

( women who miss )

ok that is a really gross cut!!!! i feel a little sick now so if you dont wanna read it dont lol.

ok today my manager told me to go work on the tills and let me tell you I was so scared, I kept stumbling over my words. and forgeting the drinks orders and forgeting to call the food before going over to get the drinks and the fries. but I seemed to be doing ok, but that till is so difficult to use, so many buttons and they are all written over with pen and they are hard to push. but Im glad im doing it cuase if im gonna get another job if i ever get into uni then i'll need to know tills and stuff.

ok on to what you wanna see. icons and art. ok this art is really good even if i say so myself. I've always wanted to do an angel angel peice. so here it is


and icons just a few random ones.
teasers:


( jossvers and Maria Delcua )

I had the day from hell today. first I slept in half an hour which made me an hour late for work but I phoned up to tell my manager what happened and he was fine with it.

So becuase I was late I was stuck taking out all the food that we need thought the day from the chiller writing times on the containers and sticking them back in the chiller.

thats ok, I mean thats easy boring but easy but what pissed me off was Steven he's such an ass. hes so up himself, he's the same as me a staff member but he thinks he's a manager even though he knows fuck all.

so anyway yeah he told me to do the prep (food) then he tells me to wash up... while im doing the prep, and then he tells me to cook the meat while im washing up when I should be doing prep, then he has a go at me for not doing the stickers on the current food on the table. but I finally get it all done. and go on brake like Gemma said. (Gemma is his girlfriend or wife not sure but anyway they are very close since they have a son together - this will be relivent later - )

so i come back off brake and i start cleaning the mess he (steven) made while i was on brake, and let me tell you that man is a pig!!! i mean seriouly he'll make one buger and there will be lettus and tomartos all over the table, and he never wipes it away.

so while im cleaning he tells me to help out on table so i do and he needs so much help becuase he's so fucking slow! i mean i've been there for 6 months and im faster than him. granted he left then came back but surly you dont lose it in a short period of time. so i was doing special table and his table and then Gemma helped out so i didnt have to do his table.

which was ok but i got bored on my table becuase im fast and although speical table is rather popular it doenst take a lot, but what annoyed me was gamma and steven were talking so much (fine they are in a commited relationship) but they kept on screwing up the orders so i had to help out and gamma is kinda new... well kinda she was a manager before she had her baby now she's been back a week assuming her role agian and shes a bossy bitch, but i can handle that cuase i usualy do my stuff right.

so anyway steven kept asking her to do stuff becuase he was still to slow. so i had to help her out becuase she had her own table as well which is really unfair and then when it was nearing my time to go home steven said oh you gonna keep her (meaning me) an extra hour to make up for being late. i was like "for fucks sake what do you want me to do your job mine and extra hours bull shit!" ok so i didnt actually say that but i thought it after all his girlfriend is the manager!

hes so incompitent. i mean he has a go at me for having one sticker out of time when i do the prep and when he does it he doesnt even do any fucking stickers. oh and i forgot in the morning he had a go at me for not putting times on the baggettes when he was the one who took them out of the oven! I mean for fucksake what does he want me to go around after him fixing his problems!!!

so about him saying i should stay behind an hour for being late. gemma thankfully said only half an hour but of course he told me to do the 3 oclock prep when he should have done it becuase its on his side. so while i was doing that he went on table while gemma went on 15 mintes brake... 15 mins 15 fucking mins and he still fucked up!!!!!! i mean for crying out loud... and this is a guy who is getting more money than me, oh and might i add he had great delight in telling me he gets £4.84p an hour and i only get £4.10p an hour bastard!

I stayed practally the full hour cuase I didnt get a 15 minute brake but i left at 3:40 so it was 5 mins off instead of an hour. and I dont even see why i should have done an hour, half an hour or what ever I did 3 hours extra on money when Mercy didnt turn up for her shift so he can go shove it up his ass, hes a fucking staff member the same age as me why the fuck should I listen to him.

and to top my day off. this bitch on a mobile pushed in front of me in the bus line it was obvious i was in the line and she just walked infront of me i felt like smaking her down. forget road rage bus-line rage!!!

Im totaly stressed out now I just wanna scream!