I have a brand new layout at elucidation, I am so happy with it, it looks so moden and pretty 'even if I do say so myself' hehe, here is the wallpaper I created into the layout. it's taken me 2 hours to do the wallpaper and another hour and a bit to make the layout, which is really suprising since all I changed were the pictures and colours from the last one all the positioning is exactly the same oh well. I hope you like.


Images: Pretty as a Picture
Textures: Hybrid Genises Members

Im thinking about making a new layout for Elucidation but Im not sure what to do it on??? I wanna make one of those dark cream and red layouts, they are always really artistic looking, but I guess I'll have to think about it. And I think its gonna be another bangel one.

I also have another peice of art for a challenge for Buffy world forums, its for one called Its the thought that counts, and its all about when Angel gives buffy the book of poetry. Im actually really happy with this one becuase I only used regular photoshop filters and gradients to make it which is cool. although Im not keen on the quality of the images.

Ok im back from my holidays, holidays being two weeks back at home with the parents, it was good, got to go back to work, for one week which was great, I really missed my work mates, but I was also given the chance to relax at the first week. Im kinda blah at the moment, I dont really know what to do, I attempted some art but it didnt really turn out the way I wanted it to?

OOO guess what I got an XBOX and the Very First xbox only Buffy game whooooo!!!!!!! im up to the spiders bit. anyone who's played it and let me tell you I'm so freaked by spiders, even the little ones so the big fat arsed spiders that jump on buffy's face aint really helping my phobia.

I really wanna make some icons but i have no insparation, and I just feel what ever I make turns out crappy, not like the amazing ones i keep seeing??? so yeah lending to the whole blahness of my day.

Im just avoiding the fact that I have to call the housing company that Im moving with next year becuase I havent got any where to live next year but I dont wanna deal with it, I dont really have any money for the deposit and my rent this year??? ugh its so blah!!!

and Im hateing the fact I ran out of money on my paypal, I only have a fiver left in there and I cant add to it till I pay off the deposit for next year :( so that means free LJ account till then :(

I've been away from the computer for too long, I need to get back into it. but yay Im buying myself a 80gb hard drive on Friday, tomorrow, so that means that once that is up I can play all the sims I want and I have just baught sims 2 university and sims 2 night life and also in addition to that I have gotten vampire masqurade 2 so yay. but the 80 gbs will give me so much more space as I only have like 14gbs left on my orginal 40 gb hard drive.

Im still in leeds thats why I havent gotten online a lot. becuase I've wanted to spend a lot of time with my family, but I go back on saturday morning so i'll be back on the net full time like before. I feel kinda bad that i wanna go back I'll miss my parents a lot. they have been really good to me and I'll miss the people at work.

but Its only for a few more months then I'll be back here for two or three months. back working and living at home.

talk to you all (the people who I have neglected and I am so sorry especially Jay.) Miss you all, be back soon.

AHH whoo I just got my e-mail from Thia about joining Hybrid Genesis Xclusive!!! yay.. so for all those people who look at my art etc, probably from not on the majority of the stuff will be made with brushes, textures, etc fromt ehre lol

yay

I saw these on Vera's LJ and wanted two as well :D they are really cute.



nothing much really going on with me I have 2/3 weeks left to finish all my work which I have hardly started!!! if you want you can see my university website that I made yesterday when I should have been doing homework. but here it is.

UNI SITE it has all the assignment information on it. its not that difficult but its just really long and boring. if you know what I mean its doing basic html like center tags and even the bloody line brake tags!

UGhh!!!! It's now 06:04 and I am still awake. I've been working on this site with my friend Chris from Uni since about 7pm last night and wow its taking so long even though it looks great but damn I'm tired. usually I wouldnt be tired until 8am but I've been trying to get my sleeping patten back to the way it was when I was working so I've started taking Kalms Sleep which is a natural sleeping pill and I took it at 9pm thinking we wouldnt have to do an all nighter well i was wrong! LOL

Im getting a little gittery I've had one coke one ribina a bag of chocolate (bad I know but I need to stay awake) and a cup of tea I just need to stay awake and finish this site. I shouldnt even be on here but I wanted to post something.

this is the site we are working on dont comment on it becuase its not done. but tell me on here what you think??

http://cafepad.immortal-butterflie.net/

hey, not sure many of you noticed, cuase I sometimes just go weeks without posting but I've been away for the past 5 days becuase my computer broke. And I dont mean just oh darn its running slow or it wont open this or that... I mean nothing worked the screen was black the computer was just dead.

its been hell too cuase I love my internet too much. :( but its nack now but im still very cautious about it. i dont want to brake it again. and the fact that its failed twice tonight doesnt help but it hasnt failed since i've been on it. only when my mum is on it.

I think thats the thing my mum just screws it up. seriously. she was the last one on it on saturday when it broke down. and when ever she uses it it crashes. its gotta be her... it just has to be.

but anyway its back im when ever my mum needs to use the computer i'll probably sit behind her and make sure nothing happens which sucks cuase it means I will have to sit next to her for more than 10 minutes and try not to get angry at her or throw up becuase of the smell of smoke i sweare her chain smoking is getting too much!!! anyway.

I think Im going to go to bed now. Im so tired. all this week I've been doing long shifts at work and im so tired, its really back braking work cleaning up after slobs! and cooking for them too. and hell today was well hell. so many people came in today and two people left at the worse posible times and at 3 I had to do two peoples jobs on the dinning area. but at 4 i got a brake thankfully. and if your reading this rob. im really sorry you had to go on dinning area. but at least you got to go home after. and oh god. it was so sick!!! i dont know if you wanna read this but i have to tell someone its just gross!!! I'll cut it so if you dont wanna read how sick it is you dont.

( women who miss )

ok that is a really gross cut!!!! i feel a little sick now so if you dont wanna read it dont lol.

I'm feeling a little better now I took quite some time off the net and did fuck all for a day so i feel a little better. but I went back to work today and got pissed off again by him. I dont know maybe he just bugs me and he doesnt do anything wrong but man he is annoying he gets under my skin.

oh oh and some girl got thumped in the head on the bus when I came home it was horrible. these three girls were sat at the back of the bus and when they got off they just thumped her really hard in the back of the head and ran away. it was awful.

talking of awful. Im still not over the whole london thing. at least I know one of my friends are ok. ok don't know if I can call them friends since I haven't spoken to them in over 6 months but even if they dont wanna be friends I was still worried I havent heard from one of them. I hope she is ok and just isnt returning my call! lol don't hear that very often.


ok I got this from raths_kitten
List ten fictional character's you'd have sex with.
1. Angel (BtVS/ATS)
2. Angelus (BtVS/ATS)
3. Micheal (Roswell)
4. Rath (Roswell)
5. Sawyer (Lost)
6. Stuntman (Biker Boyz)
7. bar guy (wonderfalls)
8. Roux (chocolat)
9. Logan (Dark Angel)
10. Clark Kent (Smallville)

im not gonna tag any one you just do it you wanna

ugh I cant seem to make any icons!!! its so sucky... I did some for brendan stills but they wernt that good appart from one which i messed up at the end :(

I made three icons for buffy's bandcandy episode thanks to misstress tink for telling me the font she uses. although they kinda suck and they dont look very original, its the same style as whats going around with that font. anyway here they are. and one has mistress tinks name on it as a thank you for the name of the font.



thats it :( thats all i can come up with :(

umm what else can i talk about?? im contemplating releasing a gallery code that I made from flinx collective on elucidation but the thing is i didnt make flinx collective I just edited the codes, so i dont know if anyone would really be instrested...well appart from ash who I was talking to about it. mm other than that Im so bored!!!!!! I watched electra today it was really good once i got it to work fucking blockbusters didnt cheak it before they stocked it again it kept stopping I had to clean it and watch it on the computer but at least that means i got some caps :)

god im bored I wanna rpg on my board but no one is posting and im pissed at one of my friends cuase she bitched and moaned so much about my board about what characters she wanted and how she wanted to be mod and all that crap and now that she is she fucked off!!!

man im bored!!!!!!!

Im thinking of chaning my layout?? im not keen on the colours???