I've been really slack lately I've got so much work to do right now and i so can't be arsed doing it :(, I gotta update all my fanlistings, making new layouts for all 20 of them, gotta build a website for my mum's school which I have no idea where to start cause no one has told me anything, also and more importantly got two modules to finish for uni, one is due in for firday and one is due in for august so not so bad, I wanna get on with Elucidation but i feel I've lost it when it comes to photoshop i've not used it a while and everything I've tried making looks crap.

I wanna make a blog on my domain but dont know cause I got this place but I dont know kinda want one on my domain, also wanna create a Portfolio on my domain. been looking at loads online and they all look amazing. so wanna do that but cant really start it till i get home at the weekend but also gonna be starting work soon mmm gonna have to organise my time gonna have to get a rutine done cuase I wanna lose weight too my friend wants me to go to thia boxing which I've done before and I did enjoy it. I really need to organise myself this summer. got so much to do

Anyway wanted to update this place and say that I've got a new layout for live journal, I know its not one of the things that i had on my todo list but i'm avoiding uni work so this is what i usually do. I got the layout from Interlinea I made the banner myself from a pic of 300

I have a brand New Layout. Its taken me a while to do but Im happy with it. I shouldn't really be doing it but I just really didnt want to do my home work that I can do now that I've finished and Im in a good mood.

The layout features Saywer and Kate, You know its really hard to find good pictures of them together in season 2 and there are like no magazine prints of them its only Kate and Jack which is so wrong. (I have to say a BIG BIG BIG thank you to Vera for giving me part 1 of Lost season 2 I loved it I think I watched it all in two days. lol) so yeah sorry if you think im spoiling it but after seeing that how can people still like Kate and Jake... I mean come on he's so.... agh!!! Im not gonna give it away but to all those who have seen it I'll just say this.

"He knew what he said when he was in shock yet he still did it"

that just says it all there, he's just so horrible, and it wasn't even in a differnt episode so what if she went first, he didnt stop it after what he knew! thats all im saying so if you wanna take a look just click on my name and see it big. Im gonna start making screencaps of my layouts becuase I've got a new tag just for layouts and it doenst work if no one can see past layouts. so here is the screencap for later on.

Happy Halloween everyone. just a short post for the universal holiday lol (westen holiday anyway) my halloween actally started friday with the halloween party that I unfortunately still remember :( I got so drunk I couldnt be accountable for my actions! although I didnt do much accept make an arse of myself.

anyway Happy Halloween and Come take a look at my new layout if you wanna. the last one I really liked but it was too dark I couldnt see it if there was too much sunlight in my room so it had to go so come take a look

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Hello boys and girls.

I just wanna give you the heads up for those who care. I am really back now I got the internet sorted out in my house so I can now roll out of bed and flick on the internet wohooo!!!

at this currunt moment the freshers balls is starting well getting set up. its basically for all the kids that have come stright from high school and still have their ball dresses. where as me its been two years since I've been in high school even though I still have my ball dress from six form I dont wanna go cuase balls have been nothing but heart ache for me. so i'm just gonna give it a miss. even though there is a fair going on for it too. but as i was saying the freshers ball is just outside my house and its so fucking loud right now i have to have my headphones on full blast to block it out but its still not working cause the vibrations of the base is vibrating my fucking windows!

so anyway Im here. Im Online. and I am ready to do some net work so hopefully before too long i'll get some icons and stuff. infact I've just made a new layout so come take a look at that and Im gonna make icons out of it. just a few not many but I hope to make more soon.

seeya soon.

I have a new angel/us layout I saw this manga wallpaper and thought it was fantastic and so i replaced the manga girl with a red and white angel.

I haven't been around lately I know and I feel rather shitty... I have so much to do and I really have and want to talk to people especially Lesley and Vera...
(P.S. FYI Lesley made my brand spanking new mood theme so thank you lesley its so beautiful) I have so much to tell them two. like congrats to Lesley on her very last day of chemo!!!!!!! and I also have to finish iconic roswell.

but its my very last week in leeds, in fact on saturday Im leaving. I am leaving my family which the amount I bitch about my mum isnt so bad. but Im leaving my dad my dog and my sister to go live in uni and I've left my work just yesterday and I really enjoy working there even if my last post suggests other wise. Im gonna miss all my new friends and the acutal work it was fun. and I am really truly sad to be leaving it behind.

so the reason i havent been on much lately is becuase I've been trying to spend a lot of time at work... you may think what?? should you be spending time with your family... but no. if I spend time with my family I'll cry so much or get so angry with my mother. and I dont wanna be angry or to cry. I just wanna be ok. and think its ok i'll see them soon.

and I have been spending very little time with my dog. cause i know i am gonna cry like a baby when i leave him. I wont go on about it cause i can feel the tears forming as I type.

but anyway I have a new layout if you want just click my link and take a peek.